Why am I the target?

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Why am I the target?

It is a frightening awareness.  I did not notice it before.

It seems I have become the main target of the US- Underground Party.   They are aiming at me always.

I dont know why.

It seems I am the main target of them.   Their guns are pointing at me.

I am not a leader.

I only write.

I have only a few readers.

No tv, no radio, no newspaper would  report things about me.

Why bother?

Someone entered my home recently.    I do not know how many things were stolen by them.

One was a big file.   The file was so big, it was almost six inches thick.

Is it valuable?

No.   They are documents about my car.  I was driving since I was twenty two.  I kept all the old files in a large box for 55 years. And now I am seventy seven.  However, they took them all. It is really ridiculous.  To steal  rubbish from my home. 

The next thing they stole was my old tablet, it will cost me a few hundred dollars.  But there is nothing important in the tablet.  There is no secret.  They were only my daily articles.

Interesting is why they are aiming at me.

I must be someone of importance.  I need to be proud of myself.  Although I am always an unknown writer.  I will not become known even if I die.

 I did write something good, I think.

 For example, I discovered the real intention of the Dream of the Red Chamber.    Although actually no one would care about it. "So what?"  is the only response.

Then why they took me as a main obstacle?

I must be in great danger, but I don't care.

I just wonder why they took me as their chief enemy.

Maybe they knew me from my top to my bottom.  Maybe they really believe I am  important.

Or maybe it's some kind of jealousy.

They envy.

Why envy?

Is it because I love music and I am happy?

It is such a puzzle.   It is really interesting. And it is so simple.

I believe you might wish to know how would things happen later,  in short,  how would my ending be like.....

It will be a good story if I die tragically.

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