What is the difference between internal and external?

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What is the difference between internal and external?

I was busy cleaning the wheels of my car on the roadside.   It was a cloudy day without hot sunshine.  I bent my knee and lower my body to clean it. 

Suddenly I felt something special.  I didn't know where did this feeling come from.    It was only a thought occurred to me afterwards.   I have never thought of anything on that special moment. I just feel strange.

So I turned my head to the other side.

I saw a man pointing his mobile camera at me.

I felt uneasy and stand up,  looking at the man.

I saw the man quickly hide his mobile in his pocket.  It proofed he was intentional.

I didn't know why he need to shoot me with his mobile.

If he was shooting me with a gun,  can I have enough time to excape?

I kept thinking of the same moment again and again,  rewinding it in my mind.

I wish to know if I was too slow.   If t it was a gun, he might need one or two seconds to aim and I might have a time to excape the bullet.

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But the point is not here.

The point is your feeling and your timing.

Some people might never had known it happened.  You give him one minute or two minutes are meaningless.  

But if you do have that feeling,  if you can foresee something special,  you might have a chance.

Where is that feeling coming from?

A general idea is like this:  you need to be alerted at all times.

If you are too alerted,  you don't need someone to kill you.   You'll be dead already.

Important is to have a feeling at the right time.

And that feeling is in-between your internal and external feelings.

Please check for the term "內外"  from my blog.  Be relaxed and enjoy it.

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