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What's the taste of death?
I have tried it. I believe I know the taste of death.
Maybe you cannot say that is a "taste". It is only a "feeling", or, a kind of "non-feeling".
When I was poisoned on December13, 2024 with a kind of neurological drugs, I simply lost conscious at the time.
It happened so quickly, that in a split second I felt down on the floor, with my whole body convuling.
There was no feeling of weakness or dizziness or a darkened eyesight before that.
When I opened my eyes again, I was on the floor. And I saw some people were standing before me, but I saw their feet only.
I felt nothing about the convulsion.
I asked myself, is it the feeling of death? If death is really like that simple, then it is nothing to worry about., there was no pain and no nothing at the time.
All the worries happened before death.
It is contrary to my knowledge.
The Russian writer Dostoyevskiy had wrote about his feeling about epilepsy. He did not lose conscious when he convultsed. He said it was his best moment of life at the time. It was like in heaven. He would not trade that experience for anything. He wanted to keep it.
But I was not like him. I was being drugged.
And the feeling of death is a reflection afterwards.
Will there be heaven or hell after the period?
I do not know.
When I opened my eyes again, I was on the floor. And I experienced a short period of confusion when I was in the ambulance. The rescuer asked to see my i.d. but I cannot remember it was in my wallet. A few minutes later the memory returned........
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